I just binged on Brocoli (however you spell the forsaken thing) sprinkled with damn cheese. I hate feeling full. I hate it. I want purge. I had a headache and needed to get my Iron up for the tattoo cause the tattoo artist always bitches at me that i bleed to easily.. (he's been questioning my eating habits lately)... so.. i dont think i can handle this stuff in my tummy. I'll be seeing it on the scales for at least two weeks.. sorry.. had to vent.

Current Mood: freaking out

Okay.. so this is my first post and I'm ready to punch the scale in it's shiney little numeric face.. Normally  all i eat is a bowl of regular oatmeal in the morning and soymilk and then the remaining of the day i just drink alot of diet liquid.. but today my co-workers and I went to the store and I bought 8 jalapeno poppers (they are the size of quarters) and a small portion of chicken (meh..maybe 4 inches long and not that thick).. I ate the chicken and 2 jalapeno poppers (and i trashed the remaining 6 when my coworkers werent looking) and i come home to weigh myself and the scale says screw you.. you gained half a lb.. wtf? I know.. My slip up.. but i still want to get in a fight with the bathroom scale.. It would be interesting..But i didnt think it was HALF A POUND WORT of a slip up.

LOL.. can I get a "word".... 
(trying to get old lingo to become cool never works)

I am going down to see my family next month.. It's been nearly 8 months and 80 lbs since i've seen them. Anybody have any tips to help me stay strong for the next 5 weeks and hopefully lose at least another 10-15 lbs?

Current Location: My place
Current Mood: Sassy